I’m not a person who experiences this obsession/revulsion cycle, so it’s interesting to hear about it from your perspective. I am def more prone to moderation and staying reserved when it comes to people and cultural things. The only thing that is revolting to me in the way you expressed is Diet Coke, which I drank for years and gave up cold turkey for health and dental reasons. Now when I think about drinking it I grimace.
When I eat alone, I read at the table. I have kids and a partner, so reading during dinner isn’t normally an option. It feels so luxurious to eat and read a book at the same time.
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Hyper-fixations seem to come with my neurology, so I very much understand. And, yes, the repulsions inevitably follow at some point. Some of my repulsions have been so bad that I’ve intentionally pushed them out of my mind and have forgotten them(Thank God! Hahah).
One repulsion that I had for awhile was eggs. I have probably eaten more eggs (okay, maybe it’s cheese), than any other food. About 5 years ago, I lost the love and, yep, was repulsed. Which reeaaaally sucked because they were a “safe” food for me. I could count on them for pleasure and sustenance (and WEre cheap). Thankfully, eggs are back in my life, not a favorite, but easy to make.
Another repulsion I had for a long time was Ryan Adam’s music(Not Bryan Adams, Ryan Adams). The first guy I fell in love w/ was obsessed him. So, naturally, I, a 19 year girl in love became obsessed, too. Then we broke up. Nuff said, right? Luckily, again, I can listen to Ryan Adam’s again, but, sheesh, I think I’m repulsed by him as a human being now.
Food: When I’m alone (away from my husband), it’s boring and nutritious. I lose pleasure from food when eating alone. It’s utilitarian. I can chow down with another food lover, though. Fucked up relationship with food here, too.
What an honor it is to enjoy Girl Dinner with you, my dear friend 🤍 Always happy to guide you back to the table for thirds. LOVE YOU!
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I’m not a person who experiences this obsession/revulsion cycle, so it’s interesting to hear about it from your perspective. I am def more prone to moderation and staying reserved when it comes to people and cultural things. The only thing that is revolting to me in the way you expressed is Diet Coke, which I drank for years and gave up cold turkey for health and dental reasons. Now when I think about drinking it I grimace.
When I eat alone, I read at the table. I have kids and a partner, so reading during dinner isn’t normally an option. It feels so luxurious to eat and read a book at the same time.
Katie, I love when your newsletters arrive in my inbox. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to support you and your work more directly!
thank you so much for reading!!! that's so nice!!
Hyper-fixations seem to come with my neurology, so I very much understand. And, yes, the repulsions inevitably follow at some point. Some of my repulsions have been so bad that I’ve intentionally pushed them out of my mind and have forgotten them(Thank God! Hahah).
One repulsion that I had for awhile was eggs. I have probably eaten more eggs (okay, maybe it’s cheese), than any other food. About 5 years ago, I lost the love and, yep, was repulsed. Which reeaaaally sucked because they were a “safe” food for me. I could count on them for pleasure and sustenance (and WEre cheap). Thankfully, eggs are back in my life, not a favorite, but easy to make.
Another repulsion I had for a long time was Ryan Adam’s music(Not Bryan Adams, Ryan Adams). The first guy I fell in love w/ was obsessed him. So, naturally, I, a 19 year girl in love became obsessed, too. Then we broke up. Nuff said, right? Luckily, again, I can listen to Ryan Adam’s again, but, sheesh, I think I’m repulsed by him as a human being now.
Food: When I’m alone (away from my husband), it’s boring and nutritious. I lose pleasure from food when eating alone. It’s utilitarian. I can chow down with another food lover, though. Fucked up relationship with food here, too.
Loved the Love Letter! You’re awesome!
thank you for reading!!!